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2004-11-02T19:01:00.000+08:00

'twas a wonderful snow city trip today. got my fingers nearly frostbitten. ahahs. had to rent gloves because i forgot to bring my gloves i bought from fuji ice palace that day. rargh. anws, we got ushered inside this weird chamber. i suppose it was for getting us adjusted to the cold temperature las. whee. and then the door opened and we all rushed in like mad donkeys.

yeps. the snow on the floor is so bloody hard. frozen into chunks of ice alr. no soft snow for making snowballs. everyone was throwing at mr ganesh(: so fun! anw, i don't know how he managed to stand the coldness for like, half and hour. after that he went to get a jacket. we couldn't even stand the temperature for five minutes. >< my legs were wobbling and my teeth were chattering. bah.

went down the lovely slope in groups(: kind of fun! but rather bumpy at the end. me, rachel, weiting and huiwen were going too fast le. i think it's because too light already ahah. next time must get someone bigger to take with us.

had this team building game thingy. we won! woohoo. ahwell. a tip for those sliding down the slopes : lighter people go muchmuch faster. not heavier people. this has been scientifically proven by yours' truly(:

i swear the guy that taught us about liquid nitrogen is gay. anws, had to treasure this very very last class outing together. HOPEFULLY NOT. please please. principals had lousy judgement for speech and drama night and now they have to shuffle our classes for next year. and it's like last minute then tell us leh! can't stand them. i heard the school is two million in debt. okay shall not crap anymore.

i want to petition against the bloody shuffling la! i didn't exactly treasure the time spent with 109 because i was thinking, like many other people do, that we would still have the whole of next year together! omg. stupid. they told us at the very last minute. if they had to do it, why couldn't they tell us at the start of year? anyway, the only sensible reason for shifting classes would be because of the advanced maths strain. other than that, there is like, practically no reason la! heard that they wanted to shuffle for fun. randomly. and break our poor classes up like that.
HOMO SAPIEN ABUSE. and the reason they'll probably give for the shuffling is that we need to socialize with other people. that isn't exactly stupid, kind of makes sense, but we still can do that for secondary three and four right! and the most most irritating part is they told us at the last minute.

i am so going to petition against this crap.

2004-11-01T22:01:00.000+08:00

hmms. i wonder what the america presidential election results will be(: bush or kerry? haha. for me it'll be kerry i think. after all, bush was the one who led america to war with iraq! oh yeah. forgot to say, that whatever i write in this entry, is all my personal opinion. don't want kerry haters or bush lovers to flame me. or whatever. yeah.

plus, during learning lab, we watched the video on bush and kerry. stated that all bush did during the vietnam war was fly fighter jets. and didn't do anything much either. however, kerry was the leader of some ship attack. and he single-handedly managed to obtain a grenade from a vietnam guy, who threatened their ship. and besides, all the celebrities are supporting kerry. not bush. well, okay maybe a few are supporting bush. but the name bush has so many things to make fun of. and kerry doesn't have as much. HOWEVER, i absolutely absolutely HATE kerry's first name. JOHN. i never want to see that name again.

i shall restrict myself from mentioning such a disgusting name. not that i'm flaming kerry or something. it's just that. well, john is the first name of a certain someone whom i really really hate to the core. and so do many others.

hurhur. stupid mother wants me to write emails to mr ganesh and mrs mohd and ask them what went wrong with my eoys. argh fuck la. i asked them crap questions. well, beats going to them personally and asking them. so malu-ating.

i officially declare my life is boring. because i have chinese tuition every monday. and this certain routine always follows while i'm having tuition.
5pm ; fully awake, dreading the moment when teacher asks for homework. because i usually don't do it.
5.30pm ; i ask for toilet break, and i usually go to my parents' bedroom instead to nap for a few minutes, then go back to the toilet and on the tap to imitate washing of hands. i flush the toilet too! waha. and then i go back to my room.
5.50pm ; eyelids drooping. falling asleep.
6.00pm ; tired-ness in full force. i literally sleep while reading ciyus and words from the guidebook. and she keeps calling me to wake up.
6.30pm ; fully awake! waiting for tuition to end. most hyperactive and attentive at this part of class.
7.00pm ; keep checking watch. class supposed to end at 7 punctually but she always drags on and on.
7.10pm or later ; she writes all the homework i have on a book. and then tells me not to be lazy. she thinks i'm really lazy because i don't do the homework. HELLO. it's like. rg gives so much homework. oh well, now after exams. i still don't do anyway. so it's not wholly the homework's fault. and then, she walks to the door. i follow her out. we say goodbye and i lock the door. then i run to my room and use the computer(:

the most surprising thing is, this routine is closely followed. EVERY LESSON. it's scary okay. it's like, a mental habit thing. ohwell. anyway, i am officially grounded because of my gay results. not for long i hope! whee. not like it prevents me from going out anyway.

2004-11-01T16:17:00.000+08:00

bleh. later got chinese tuition at five. i hate tuition. bah. >< anyway, can't wait for tomorrow! we get to go to snow city. woohoo(: as a class. hopefully it won't be our final class outing. don't know if the stupid school wants to split our classes up! i totally agree with weiting. as in, we didn't treasure our time this year because we thought that next year we would still be in the same class. and now there's rumours about the classes being split up. damn la.

must get andrea to lend me our class party video. if it really happens): -sniffsniff. must join the petition against shuffling of classes! i think almost all the students would join lor. wonder how's it going with florie's letters.

hopefully snow city will be fun la(: me and dharsh are planning to be extra by wearing orientation tees instead of pe shirts. anyway, they keep in heat better than pe shirts. ahah. i don't have any proper jeans. i'm so dead. and my track pants are ugly. ohwell. i'm not gna care(: i am so bored. can someone recommend some nice online games to play or something? or nice websites. i'll love you forever(:

2004-11-01T01:28:00.000+08:00

singapore idol mv ; to be with you(:

singapore idol mv ; soak up the sun(:

wahah. my two favourite sgidol music videos! christopher and daphne make a perfect pair in the first one. so cute! ^^ and sylvester too. love his nerdy look(:

2004-10-31T10:59:00.000+08:00

hurhur. i stole the internet connection thingy back from my mother's room. spent so much time hunting for it in all the nooks and crannies and i finally found it on the speaker. -_-

bleh. so here i am now! in about half an hour my mother will be back so i have to be speedy(: if you haven't noticed yet, i changed my blogskin! whee. submitted the old one to blogskins. so if any of you want to download it, it's free for all!

anyway, my stupid mother isn't that angry anymore. at least she doesn't yell at me. hope this keeps up. i want my internet connection back permanently. then all will be good(: saddeningly, i can't go out shopping. brother has exams. so for the rest of this week i have to be a good girl and not bother him. and i'm grounded. did i mention that? -sniff. my personal life. ALL RUINED.

plus, i have to follow this gay timetable. which i probably won't. oh god. someone just signed in. and boasted about her beautiful secret blog. whatever.

i'm using blogthis! to publish because blogger is screwed today. it keeps saying the page can't be displayed. oh piss. shall go read my da vinci code now(: i'm on page 200+. i'm so slow okay. isa started reading a day later than me, and i think she probably finished already. maria started on thursday, and she's already ahead of me. see how slow i am? i don't even know what the holy grail is. i got so confused. ><

but still, my favourite french phrase is le louvre, c'est paz chez moi! ahah. those who read the da vinci code should know(: i think it's such a cute phrase!

2004-10-31T10:23:00.000+08:00

got my results back yesterday. they stunk. it wasn't that bad, but still horrible. shall post all my marks here for public scrutinizing.
english ; 75
i'm happy about this one(: because i got 27/30 for my essay. -squeals.
chinese ; 61
okay. i knew i'd get low marks. i failed my main paper okay. 52/110. i knew i'd fail anyway. comes as no surprise. got the first two sections all screwed up. should show you my paper someday. i didn't study much. so it's expected i guess.
maths ; 76
i got low marks for the paper. 35/50. acks. everyone did so well. i ought to murder myself i tell you. got the whole speed question wrong. only 3/7 marks awarded for that crap. and i didn't know how to find MEDIAN. how stupid is that?
history ; 65
i'm not going to care about that because i do not like ganesh. anyway, they tested mostly about the decline of indus valley. and i didn't study much for that. gah. at least i only deproved from midyears by a mark(:
geography ; 66
i thought i'd get higher for this one. but oh well. mugged HARD for geog. but still so low leh. i forgot the score for my paper though. i still <3 geography(:
literature ; 67
ooh. look at the humanities marks. in ascending order. haha. i stink at literature. so there. especially interpretation of poems and stuff. anyway, got kind of low for the shakespeare presentation. so that pulled me down a little.
science ; 76
surprising grade. because i think i got lowest in class for biology. not sure about the other modules though. at least it's an a(: well. i hate ivan soh. so it's no surprise that i scored so low for biology. but this doesn't mean i like FREEMAN.
japanese ; 42.
don't talk about that. stupid mother won't let me quit japanese. and i'll keep failing it if she doesn't. anyway, i knew i'd fail. kept falling asleep in classes since lesson one. whee. i didn't think it was that bad la. but stupid mother keeps rambling on about me being lowest in class when i'm not.

and i'm so grounded. she specifically told me not to go out after school la! acks. anyway, i'll find some way to sneak outs(: and the bloody bitch keeps saying i have no improvement. i did improve in some. but, she counts improvements by tens. as in, if i got 60 for midyear, she calls 70 an improvement.

this is hell. and she keeps yelling at me. now i have to do some study timetable for her for the rest of november and december. what shit is this? she wants me to study geography, history, chinese, literature and japanese all over again! as in, the secondary one stuff we learnt. bah. for history, not like shang dynasty and indus valley is going to be taught in secondary two right? fuck her. literature?! how to study literature you tell me? well, i am NOT going to put that in the excel timetable. chinese is understandable la. since i have to take o'levels for chinese. and it's sec one to sec four stuff. so, i don't mind studying that. at least it HELPS. geography. yeah. maybe studying agriculture helps. since we haven't been taught tea cultivation yet. and many other agriculture types. and the bitch of her wants to buy me chinese assessment books. oh god. kill me now.

she wants to remove my internet connection because she says it's a distraction. WHAT THE FUCK? i hate you. you removed my only source of communication and enjoyment. damned it. i bet no other parents do that la! she doesn't believe i did my best for the eoys. rarrgh. well, at least i have my handphone. which is probably monitored. because she keeps checking my outbox and inbox!

oh. i've arranged with a group of buddies to jump down from the top of plaza singapura. toodles!

2004-10-27T22:20:00.000+08:00

well, well.
wonder where the unite is in pure.
what has it all come to?
bitching, backstabbing, misunderstandings.
quarrels, daoing, etc.
rarrgh.

i can't say i'm not part of all this shit.
but.
i don't like it. ><

but.
i just feel like boxing their(yes THEIR) faces.
and one of them will suffer a cracked mask.
with no internal damage.
sad aye?

hurhur.
life is such a comedy.

2004-10-25T20:27:00.000+08:00

hurhur.
today is international piss-me-off day.

isn't this waaay fun?
names have been protected to prevent public outcries.
firstly, a has to give me goosebumps.
by putting on masks.
not literally.
-winks at wt.
and, a just has to support butts.
just like bellbottoms.
-winks at wt again.

secondly, b has to get influenced.
and proved me that she wasn't the person that i thought her to be.
ooh.
and both b and a give me goosebumps now.

thirdly, c has to bitch about.
yes, bitch.
well, c's problem is not that serious.
so its okay.
><

well.
that concludes my day.
(:
speech and drama night auditions are tmrw!
-yells and bitchfits.
well, good luck people(:
esp. choral speakers and actors.
not forgetting the props, lighting and scriptwriting people!
you all rock(:
thanks for doing up all the props and providing such a blissfully wonderful script.

2004-10-24T13:58:00.000+08:00

okay.
entry about friday coming right up(:
as promised.

yesh.
friday. THE DAY.
eoys are finally over!
woohoo(: -somersaults.
went out with nelly, weiting, eileen, rachelong, iszzy(:
so funnn.
went to cine and booked tix for white chicks at 3.10.
then went and took alotalot of neoprints!
saw alot of other secones there too.
oooh.
like eephee and nat.
and thr was this time, whr the stupid lady at the neoprint counter didn't give us enough coins.
there was supposed to be 8 but we got 7.
and then we called her into the boooth.
and she REFUSED to give us our one more coin okay.
bitch.
then nicenice rachel gave us 1 dollar.
((:
that was the first time i've ever heard her say fuckyou.
wow(:
jiayou!

ahaha.
then we went to have lunch at yoshinoya.
actually, only me, eileen and isz.
the others went to kfc.
i took the student value beef thing.
eileen took chicken.
isz took beef too(:
damn nice.
then we saw joelynn and athena walk in with two guys behind him.
-gossip.
ahah yeah.
shall not duoguanxianshi alr.

the weird old lady at yoshinoya offered to help us seperate the neoprints.
and then she was like.
gesturing with her fingers.
[interruption]
there are ALOT of grey clouds outside.
thr's gna be a bigbigbigrain.
waaah.
[/interruption]
blah.
cranky old ladies.

went up to the last lvl of cine to watch whitechicks aft that.
cinema five i think.
we got there late.
partially because we finished lunch at 3.
and partially because rach and eileen went to get postcards.
and nelly couldn't find them.
lol.
ahwell.

damn funniee(:
ahah i still rmb some extracts.
"it's not just a bag. it's PRADA."
"let's go SHOPPPING."
"i'm so gonna have a BF like RIGHT NOW."
"she's having a BITCHFIT! :o:o:o"
haha i'm lame.
shall post a picture here.

ahh!
i want the unrated and uncut edition((:
wheehee.

aft that we went to heeren to shop arnd for a while.
went to minitoons, bloomington and blahblah.
got myself this translucent purple hairband.
and three bloomington badges! ((:
"don't follow me. i'm lost too."
"the only stupid people in this world are those who try and read my badge."
"don't be so open minded. your brains might fall out."
lol.
i know i'm lame((:
but that's ME.
whee.

bought some hanging thingy with flowers to hang over my door.
with hearts((:
cost 12.90.
now i'm so broke.
not a penny in my wallet.
ahwell.
i still have 15 dollars to get back from others.
so i'll be semi-rich again(:

got home at abt 7 plus.
whee.

okay shall blog about sat now.
went to rl's hse for spandd night drama rehearsals.
haha we slacked more than we did anything else.
watched tv and goofed up.
and laughed at commercials(:
and played bluff/cheat.
whee.
aft that me, flora, nike and wt went to some shop opposite bukittimah plaza.
FOR MILO GODZILLAS.
whee(:
it was damn nice.
with icecream, whipped cream, chocolate powder and milo all together.
yumyum.

going again to rl's hse.
at 2.
this time it's SERIOUS BUSINESS(:

2004-10-22T22:20:00.000+08:00

bah.
eoys are finally over!
but for some reason i don't feel that happy.

because i screwed up all my eoys.
prolly except geog.
my bio got lowest in class.
i think.

wah.
anw watched whitechicks with alot of people today(:
damn funnny.
blah not in the mood for blogging.
shall blog lotslots about today afternoon when i'm in the mood.

neither am i in the mood for adjusting blogs or making blogskins.
i'm not in the mood for anything except roller coaster tycoon and the sims!
but i can't find the cds.
haiyah.

my life sucks.

2004-10-18T15:23:00.000+08:00

ohgod):
i am so gna fail chinese eoy papr la!
only studied until 20 smth ciyu.
got 300 to learn leh!
diela!

somemore i've never done a single pg of zuoye.
the tcher dosen't care.
give up hope liao.
and i always slp during chiclass.
diedie.

and, i suck at chi.
unlike alot of ppl in my class.
whose chi is so wonderfully good la!
bish. i'm jealous.
very jealous.
why wasn't i born in china?
well at least my chi will be gd(:
hopefully.

maybe i'm just not cut out for mother tongue.
blahblah.
hmm.
i'm sick of chinese.
somemore rg got no o'lvls.
except for higher chi papr!
so shit.
anything oso can.
they JUST have to have o's for CHINESE la.
damn it la.

well, wish me luck in failing.
toodleloos.

2004-10-16T08:57:00.000+08:00

okay.
this is stupid.
i'm supposed to be mugging now.
eoys in two days time.
i am SUCH a loser.
baah.

2004-10-15T21:39:00.000+08:00

made this with psp.
manda told me the luffly font(:
so i decided to make smth out of it.

whee.
no ideas.
thus the word YOU.

2004-10-15T18:56:00.000+08:00

okay.
just to get things clear.
i DO NOT tag other people's blogs, and say bad things about them.
unless they've offended me ALOT.

an impostor has been going arnd, tagging random people's blogs.
and making HORRIBLE comments about them.
well, go fuck off impostor.

actually, i should be flattered that someone actually wants to BE like me.
haha.
well SHE pisses me off.
anw, if you have a tag from me that DOES NOT sound like it's me,
please do not flood my tagboard with insults.
because that person IS NOT ME.
i do NOT tag your board unless you are my FRIEND.
and i do NOT make HORRIBLE comments like "yuck" or something.
well LAME impostors have nothing better to do.

wait until i get your ip, loser.

2004-10-10T16:23:00.000+08:00

blah.
not in a good mood for blogging.
not much to crap abouts.
yep.

was studying biology just now.
my crapped up mind is now full of ecology and diversity.
not yet of cells and nutrition and photosythesis.
die le!

still got three more topics to learn lor.
and bio eoy is on thursday!
rarrgh.
i am so going to die.
i don't understand a word of ivan soh's babblings.

lala.
had chicken rice for lunch.
was good.

glomp.
still have so much hmwk left to do.
but most not due by monday la.
so i don't care.
and i'm waaay due in my revision timetable!
too much slacking liao.
and minesweeper.
since stoopid mum removed internet connection.
so i could so called concentrate in studying for my eoys?
not like i actually concentrate pls.

ohwells.
minesweeper is fun(:
although i can't seem to get a good highscore for beginner's level.
twentyeight seconds is my current.
ahah.
and i refresh until i get like more than half the board cleared?
i'm such a cheater.

still have anthology.
another geog ws.
and a hist ws.
lang essay.
chinese worksheet.
left to do.
mati liao!

i'm prolly not going to do any of those until monday la.
mum brought brother down for swimming lessons.
so i stole the internet broadband connector thingy.
to use msn and blogg(:
ahahah.
dad went for seminar.
so i'm free again!
wootiepooties.

well.
go to go.
might be blogging less often now.
until perhaps eoys are over?
then i'll start blogging more.
and create lots and lots more skins(:

2004-10-10T10:34:00.000+08:00

haha.

will all the stupid childish spammers just fuck off?

2004-10-06T22:28:00.000+08:00

i'm so pissed off.
at so many so many things.
maybe i should stop blogging alltogether.
or lock this blogup.
and delete all my blogskins.

yes.
maybe that's what i shall do.

2004-10-06T17:32:00.000+08:00

ahh.
i'm all stressed out.
halps.

we have two geog worksheets.
and one hist worksheet.
and a hist exploration report.
hafta finish by next week.
and i have no mood to do them.
arggh. ><

plus, eoys are coming.
not long aft.
um. lemme counts.
17 days time?
which is less than two weeks?!
ahh!

diediedie.
i didn't study ytd.
so postponed the stuff i was sposed to study later.
so now my schedule is even tighter ><
plan not to do my hmwk first.
now hafta revise according to timetable.
if not sure cannot catch up then i dieeee!
ahh.

no mood to study lehh.
how?
i don't even feel like studying now.
come on self.
only two more weeks!

rarrgh.
i still can't bring myself to do much work.
glomp.
plus algebra is giving me so much stress.
can't concentrate in class.
bio too.
eoy for bio is sposed to be nxt week.
well ivan soh is a lousy tcher.
don't like him.

poo.
my life sucks.
ohno japeoys.
we're gna get them back soon.
ohno..
i'm going to f-a-i-l.
shit.
anthologies are due on monday!
and i'm overdue by lots of entries.
die laaa!

2004-10-01T21:34:00.000+08:00

betcha my golly wow.
beverly's out.
byebye crybaby.

on another note.
gawsh.
jerry's in!
oh god.
i do not believe this.
he so totally stinks la!
he sucks like hell.
maybe he does sing from his heart.
but his voice so totally starts!

i was like screaming jessea! jessea!
during the last part.
whr gurmit was announcing who wld stay.
goshgosh kaay.
thn he said JERRY!
can you believe it?!
ohgod.
wtf.
he and his stupid church clan.
i bet he got all his friends in his laarge church to vote for him
when he stinks!
jeassea deserves it more okay!
she's really good!
stupid jerry.
poser.
twofaced freak.
he pretends to be surprised okay.
he is SUCH a poser pls.
i hope he dosen't go any further.
because he sucks like hell.
f you.

at least all my faves are in^^
whooopeee.

2004-09-30T21:46:00.000+08:00

sgidol rocks la!
(:

oli sang real good.
the carlsberg song.
and she said her dad proposed to her mum with it.
plus a BOUQUET OF LONGANS!
ohgod?
i want one toos.
so sweeet!

and maia.
damn pro la.
with her lady marmalade!
but then uh.
i have this feeling tht she choose e song wan.
not her parents choose.
ohwell.

and daphne!
daphne is CHAO cute la!
with her joy to e world.
joy to e world.
to e boys and e girls(:
to the fishes in e deeeeep blue sea!
awww.

aaand leandra!
although her song abit the weird today.
i like her previous song tho.
called "ben" or smth.
damn nice(:

and lastly sylvester!
gosh he's absolutely cute!
have his photo as msn display pic.
so cute(:
smile damn nice lor.
and he sing quite nice too.

disappointingly, david yeo sucked for tht round.
his open arms was chao gd.
but this time was weird la.
wrong song le.

ohwell(:
overall only one guy is good la!

i hope beverly will b out.
jerry wasn't tht bad this time(:

2004-09-30T19:42:00.000+08:00

i'm irritated by a certain somebody.
whee.

ohwell.
shan't let tht person spoil my mood.
made two more skins in two hours(:
wheee.

tmr no sch!
mrs dt is so nice to give us a hol.
although we aren't children.
the benefits of being in an independent sch.
whees.

lala. sorry i never blog often liao.
too busy making new skins.
and mugging.
lit test this coming monday.
and jap orals this sat!
argh! how to cope you tell me.
hai.

die la.

2004-09-26T21:48:00.000+08:00

what to say lord
it's you who gave me life and i
can't explain just how
much you mean to me now tht
you hv saved me lord
i give all tht i am to you
tht everyday i can
be a light tht shines your name!

everyday lord i'll
learn to stand upon yr word
and i pray tht i
tht i might come to know you more
tht you would guide me
in evry single step tht i take
tht everyday i can
be a light unto yr wrld!

everyday, it's you i live for.
everyday, i'll follow aft you
everyday, i'll walk with you my lord.

it's you i live for everyday.

hillsongs ; everyday(:

2004-09-26T09:06:00.000+08:00

stupid bloody idiotic mum made me wake up early.
because i nv finish my hw!
how shit is tht huh?

i hate them.
assholes.

i want to dieee. x.x
listening to dangni on my playlist now.
(: niceee.

bah. and doing my math hw at the same time.
ehehe(:
it's hard lor.
simultaneous equations.
was doing it ytd on my bed.
thn i fell asleep and now it's all crumply.
yuckie.

eeephee was up early tooos on msn.
but she was e only one online.
asked her why she was online so early.
she said she went for jogging.
wah.

i'm the only one waking up early for hw purposes lor.
parents have gone to church.
yayyie.

shit them la.
ohwells.

i haven't finished my geography wksht!
i did e questions abt sm agriculture thing.
but i'm totally confused abt the exercise one.
argh!
evelyn is as clueless as well.
so if any of you actually know how to do tht wksht.
get back to me or eephee on msn yeah?
thankews(:

sm crap abt farming systems which we haven't even touched on yet?
or at least i think so.

i hate my lifee.

2004-09-25T22:27:00.000+08:00

i do not like liars.
i really do not like liars.

and that includes myself.
and my parents.
and certain people.

yeps.
-chomp.

2004-09-23T19:24:00.000+08:00

okay.
this is officially nutcased.
freeman wants us to do some weird essay!
on past perfect tense or smth like that.
and we're gna spend two whole weeks on that.

the essay is due tmr!
bish.

let me tell you what we're sposed to do.
use eight words and include them in your short essay.
of approximately two hundred words.
wow(:
it's gna be so fun!
eep.

and we must use past perfect tense three times in the essay.
i don't even know what e hell past perfect tense is la pls.
forgot liao.
all learn in prisch whats.

searched google and found out that past perfect tense is had _____ blahs.
like had visited, had met and all that.
unusual.

and the words are.
-drumroll.
; a toothpick / ohWOW(:
; a dictionary / mrdict!
; a brand-new handphone / i wish):
; a cheeseburger / stopit you're making me hungry.
; a pair of sandals / i'd like nikes, please.
; a bouquet of flowers / how sweet(:
; a stapler / i feel like stapling a certain someone's mouth together.
; a teacher / i chose mr fleaman, if you please.

+ we're supposedly not allowed to add anyth insulting to whoever teacher's name you use.
well.
i'm not using his name(: -blinks innocently.
i do know of a mr fleaman!

ahwell.
i shall just shut up now.
i have a hectic schedule. AH!

2004-09-20T09:34:00.000+08:00

ahh.
just finished the lit play.
whee quite fun.
and i looked so ahgua lor.
actually i was supposed to act ahgua.
and vainpot-ty and stuffs.

yeah.
overall it was quite okay lah i guess.
at least we didn't screw up majorly and stuff.
just little parts.

i do not like com studies now.
it's stupid.
stupid israel teo whom i thought was quite nice.
is damn stupid.
keep asking us not to blog and crap anymr lah!
last time he was so nice.
dunno wad go thru his dumb fat brain of his la.

and pq.
cheer up yeahs?
it's not e end of the world.
dun worry yahs?
he's a nice person.
will go to heaven wanns.

blah. i am so absolutely bored.
this week no tests yayyie.
sorry about my random crapping.

2004-09-19T08:58:00.000+08:00

fixed the broken link.
to the iccs photos.

whee.
yadi if you're reading this send me the rest, kay?
then can link to e 109 bloggie.

yups.
still don't like my mother.

my money also nag.
want to buy smth with my money leh.
but i buy also she can't stop me what.
ohwells.

and i still want my hp back.

dad at home today.
nv go church sunday service.
not feeling well.

ohwells.

2004-09-17T22:32:00.000+08:00

finished making yenny her skin(:
put it on blogskins.
my very very first public skin.
whee.
it's here.

lalalas.
supposed to do one for latha.
but feeling tired liao.
prolly will do hers tmr or sunday(:

wheepoks.
benjamin eio still rocks.
whee.
forever and for always(:

2004-09-17T18:32:00.000+08:00

shall list the albums i wish to own.
haha not like i'll ever own them.
unless i go on a shopping spreee(:
but i'll probably be broke thn anyways.

maroonfive ; songs abt jane.
avril lavigne ; under my skin.
various ; shrektwo soundtrack.
various ; big / the hamburger album(:
cyndi ; cyndi loves you.
jaychou ; qilixiang.
linkinpark ; meteora.

bwahahas.
what a list.

2004-09-17T18:28:00.000+08:00

ahh.
i heart accidentally in love by e counting crows(:
damn nice la.
so it's on my blog naturally.
wheee.

yupyup.
owe latha and yenny blogskins.
woo.
yenny wants a bball one.
wonder what latha wants.
maybe smth avril lavigne(:
i dno though.

let me summarize my day tmr!
morning ; iccs aka. international coastal cleanup s?
haha i'm so blurpok about shortforms.
ah.
aftnoon ; litplay practice.
aftnoon ; lunch with weiting / huiwen [?]
evening ; tmchurch(: with weiting / huiwen [?]

wheee.
i'm going to love tmr?
lalala.

wt suggested bringing towels to bathe aft iccs.
lol.
i guess it makes sense.
damn hot and sweaty aft iccs lor.
at east coast beach whee.
aiyah.
just rmbed.
i'm photographer.

must bring digicam.
better ask dad to charge properly lor!
if not i sure die wan.
tht time teacher's day sposed to take.
got so many funny things to take.
but of all times it no batt lor.
dno why.
dad charged for whole night but still no batt.
lousy canon ixus.

ahwell.
toodleloos(:

2004-09-16T22:34:00.000+08:00

yay!
maia.
nana.
beverly.
got thru to nxt round!

i'm espesh. happy abt maia and nana's.
but beverly?!

ohwell.
maiamaiamaia(:
fwah.

haha i hope she'll emerge like clay aiken!
woot.

2004-09-16T21:15:00.000+08:00

haiyar.
beneio is such a letdown):
haiz.
but he's still good.
well. he tried.
and he's still majorly cute!

singing this love by maroon 5 is like damn hard lor.
he shld choose something simpler but nice.
maybe she will be loved?
i dno.

): sadd.
but i'm going to pay nelly 2 bucks.
so she can make 4 calls to beneio for meee.
well. if he did get in.
it'll be thru his oh-so-adorable that you can't stop pinching face.
aw.

ahwells.
jiayouu anw.
maybe he shld join a boyband!

will post results laterr.

2004-09-16T19:05:00.000+08:00

bwah.
tday was kind of boring.
sry so long nv blog hors.
too busy with lots of other crap.

first up.
stoopid mother confiscate hp agn for nth.
no reasons.
bahs.

got 7.5/10 for geog test.
it stinks lor.
i think class average is higher than tht.
lingg got full marks kay.
mars got 9.5.
and rach got 9.

i feel so pathetic.

and thn.
tmr got english orals and hist essay test.
die wan lah.
haven't even study yet bah.

and thn.
weiting is going to my church on sat(:
wheeeeeeeee.
and thn huiwen might be able to go.
wheeeeeeeee.
lalalas.

haha yeah and changed my blog layout as you can see.
shld i put the tagbrd here or put it smwhr else?
haha comments people.

bleeep.

2004-09-12T19:34:00.001+08:00

do you like rainbows?
well i do.

that's.
why.
this.
post.
is.
all.
rainbowy.

you can see how bored i am now.
i'm addicted to miniclip pong!
and shockplay pong.
bwahas.
but i stink at real pingpong.

2004-09-12T19:34:00.000+08:00

i'm not in a blogging mood now.
but i shall blog anyways.
bwahas.

yup.
go read flora's post about gayness okay?
haha it's gosh darn amusing(:

well first up.
my msn is screwy.
and i found out that ally.
yeah ally's not his real name.
recognises me instantly.
woot.

haha.
most of you won't know what i mean, yeah?
ohwells.
ilu ally(:

bwahaha.
you guys shld have realised i added asterisks* to certain people's names.
yayyie.
those are blogs that i visit more often.
for viewing convenience.
if you think i shld visit your blog often.
tag me.

if you haven't got an asterisk already.
bwaha.
lalala.
dinner soon.
i do not like horfen.

mum is not daoing me anymr.
dad is nicer.
whee have to do 40 days of purpose.
gah.
and three tests next week.
well at least i finished my homework.
chinese.
japanese.
history.
plus oral english!
and lit presentation due nxt nxt week.
just kill me lar.

gosh i can't wait for tmr though.
because hm is sending me contact list!
haha then i can find certain people's msn and hp.
mwahahs.

tata for now.
chelsia is bored.

2004-09-12T11:11:00.000+08:00

hahas.
ytd my cg had this luffly icecream bday cake for me and yiming.
haha.
cookies and cream.
and i got this cuuuute lantern.
you know those that you press a button and it lights up with cute nursery rhymes playing?
yeah those.

soo cute kay.
and cgppl wrote bday msgs on the back wif glitter.
i'd scan a pic, but it's too big sia.
(:

but the glitter kept falling off.
sad.
now there's only a few letters left.
wah.

can't interpret wad they've written.
ohwells.

hahaha.
i've fallen in love with cookies and cream(:
haha only a few of you might know what i mean.
but you guys don't know my blog any how.
so well.
good.

haha he's cute lor!
and rich.
ohwell.

hm is sending me the cg contact list on monday.
so i'll have his hpno and msn.
woot.

shall not crap anymore.
i still have two chinese essays wor.
one shuomingwen.
and this miaoxiewen.
gah!
and bio cell model.
gayyyy leh.

nvm at least i plan finish the cell model liao.
toodlelooo !

2004-09-11T01:01:00.000+08:00

gosh. this avvy is gosh darned cute.
got it from xd's blog.
thankyous(:

so cute eh.
i'm going to put it as my msn display pic.
ahwell.
it changes all e time anw.
lalala.

2004-09-09T23:46:00.000+08:00

i am offically getting bored.
so i shall make a list of sgidol top three shuaiges and top three chiobus(:

first up. top shuaige(:

; benjamin eio.
who else? (:

second shuaige(:

; nathaniel ho.
damn cute.

third shuaige(:

; christopher michael lee.
winning smile!

and guess what?
they're all ns men.
even mohd haizad is an nsman!
:o
jh's fave. hahas.

now for the chiobus(:

first up. top chiobu!

; jeassea k. thyidor.
gd looks, gd voice. what can i say?

second chiobu!

; joanna dong.
winning smile just like christopher michael lee's(:

third chiobu!

; maia lee.
chao gd singer.

reminder. these are all personal opinions.
please don't flame me with hatemails.

2004-09-09T22:48:00.000+08:00

yes yes yes!
benjamin eio got thru to wildcard!
WOOOOT(:
my idolll(:

wooot! maia and nana got in toos!
my beluffed.

stupid sg donno why today have lousy judgement!
benjamin gave this huge hug to nana kay.
I AM SO enviouss!
whee.

the judges have best judgement of all.
lalas.
i shall have a special feature on my blog.
all the 10 wildcarders with pics in alphabetical order(:
can you believe it? (:

andy joshua lim!
haha a cutiepie with the hat.
forgot what he sang though. o.o

benjamin eio! (((((: <3
my favouritest contestant of all other than daphne(:
he's so gosh darned cute.
all of you muz vote for him for wildcard horrs!
must must must, k!
or i'll chop off yer head. ><

beverly lim morata!
i don't like her singing leh.
abit the flat.
ohwells.

mohd. haizad!
jh thinks he's shuai leh.
i think he's okay lar.
benjamin eio cuter(:
wheee.
fergot wad song she sang liao.

maia lee!
haha the chiobu.
poor thing single mum.
i liked her rendition of the carlsberg song leh(:
damn nicee.
anws. she got v nice voice.
shld get in(:
jiayouu maia! for your son!

nana!
cuuutesy wooootsey.
small like me!
but damn gd voice and moves lor.
stooopid sg didn't vote her leh!
vote for constipated ppl like tawfik and jerry!
espesh jerry!
constipated!!
nana was the best for rnd three lor(:
jiayou!

nelson tan!
the guy with so many pocks.
didn't leave a gd memory for me leh.
forgot wad he sang liao. o.o

shirin!
i rmb her as the girl wif da von dutch shirt. or hat.
hahas.
and she cried during smbdy's singing.
and she's got attitude, baybehh(:
forgot wad she sang though.

sylvester sim!
the gayy jaychou wannabe!
tts all i shall say.
because i fergot everything else he did.
hahs.

please don't take the comments here seriously because i was basically crapping.
and voicing my own opinions lah.

hahas.

i still donch believe those 2 constipated ppl got in!

2004-09-09T21:19:00.000+08:00

just watched sgidol(:
whoots.

jiayouu leandra!
she's by far one of the best lor.
love her song!
ben by jackson five.

so touching. -sniff.
about a pet rat(;
cuutsey.

some more she has the image.
and the voice.

haha the short girl also quite good.
zakaria or smth.
but ppl call her nana.
cuute.
pow-derful voice lor.

short like me(:
wheeee.

and maia.
poor thing lor.
i think she shld have stuck to the carlsberg song.
much nicer.

now d song abit the weird for her voice.
haiz.
but she's still chio and gd lor.
voice still damn good.

poor thing.
single mum.
hope that bastard who left her is watching sgidol.
see how gd maia is doing w/o him.

haha she has a two yr old son terence.
cuuute lor.
tt time on sgidol auditions dey show.
heh.

jiayouu leandra, nana and maiaa(:

2004-09-09T17:46:00.000+08:00

Keith Robinson said this week in his blog:

Why do should we care if blog sites share a similar layout?
I sure as heck don’t. (i do. really.)
I think it’s just fine to share a similar layout with other bloggers.
It’s in your visual elements, in the details and in your content where you can differentiate yourself. (i agree.)
For example; beer, soda and juice all taste different and you’d not confuse a can of Coke with a can of Bud. Yet they both come in cans.

haha. keith robinson is wise.
but i get pissed off sometimes lah.

2004-09-09T17:01:00.000+08:00

this post shall be dedicated to tag replies!
woot.

evelyn ; rmb to fedex me some chili when it's fully grown. mwahaha. i wonder if there's orange chili. or maybe even pink. i like green though(:

lydia ; heyyas darling! you tagged. -muacks. loveyou. yeah same here. my mum's biased towards my frickin brother. gah. ^5 we both detest our mums. my tagbrd is confusing? oo; how so? you're not stupid lah. maybe it is confusing. hahas. shall relink you after i'm done with this blog entry(: toodletatas. anw, why abandon the insecurities- one? i thought it was quite nice.

hugger ; mysteriousss hugger. (: heyas. mysteriouss 109 hugger. i still think you're arathi for some reason(: if you're not, don't blame me. ehh. i have bad guessing. thanks abt the layout thingy. hhas. i don't think it's that nice, though. whee.

isis ; :o he's shexay in looks. don't know about the bod though. haha thanks i love your layout toos(: and the mcfly blinkie. heh. thanks you have a nice time toos(: i don't think i can though. too much of tests and crap to do. and a shit mum and dad to put up with. stupid friggin mum has to confiscate my phone agn.

this hereby concludes the end of the post dedicated to tag replies.
i hereby announce that i have been slacking for one hour since i finished my last worksheet on mov.

2004-09-09T16:44:00.000+08:00

i don't believe this.

http://www.harvestmoononline.com/

harvest moon's gonna go online.
gosh(:

they have the cutest graphics!
ahh!
i hope when its officially released, we don't have to pay to play.
not like final fantasy x online.
gosh the graphics are cute there too.

saw it over at my cousins house on chinese new year.
hahas.

check out this harvestmn piccy(:

gosh it's so cute right?
i love his expression.
♥o♥
so cuuutesy wootsey.
i want to make it my msn display pic(:

i'm overposting today. hahas.
watch out for more posts!

2004-09-09T16:37:00.000+08:00

hahas.
slacked so much agn.
blah.

http://www.dookyweb.com/avatars.swf

here's my avatar(:

cute aye?
mwahahas.

2004-09-09T11:10:00.000+08:00

i solemnly swear i will hate my mother and dao her for the rest of my life.
gah.

too pissed and fucked up to talk anymore about a bitch like her.

okay.
i am majorly slacking.
but i can't help it.
heh.

i am going to take personality tests.
hoho.

that's sweet.

whee. random changing quote thingy.

"To place any of the Random Wisdom images on your site, simply copy and paste the code in the text box below the one you want. Then paste is in the spot you want the images to appear on your site. That's it and your visitors will be entertained with over 50 random snippets of wisdom."

taken from the site where i got the quote thing. haha. wisdom.

argh my comp's resolution is screwing up!

got these from yourchillin again.

ahh.

i like this one. mooooo.

i totally agree.

maybe i agree about the fashion. but the kitten [?] hahas. meeeooow.

gosh.
look what i found on the site by random chance.
a google ad.
disgusting google ad.

gosh. yuck.
i am absolutely disgusted.
body lights?!
burning man body lights.

err.
ohwell.

i found this odd list of 50 ways to drive your parents nuts.
what a good idea.
i have bolded those i found were quite true.

1. Be Yourself

IN THE CAR

2. Forget to go to the bathroom before you leave on a long trip
3. Ask 'Are we there yet?' every 5 seconds
4. Wait till you're on a lonely, barren stretch of highway and tell them you're really hungry
5. Whine
6. Start a contest with your little sister to see who can talk in the squeakiest voice
7. Offer to drive the car for your parents so they can take a nap
8. Hang BA's at passing policemen
9. Instigate a round of '99 bottles of beer on the wall'
10. Insist they pick up hitchhikers
11. Once you've arrived at your destination, say you want to go home
12. Spit, sulk, sob, scream; the 4 key words
13. Instigate a round of '999 bottles of beer on the wall'(for the truly daring!)

IN CHURCH

14. Applaud after the sermon
15. Yell 'I have to pee pee!'
16. Squirm
17. Doodle in the missal ; i do that sometimes.
18. Help yourself to some 'spare change' from the collection plate ; i'd be grounded for the rest of my life if i did that.
19. Fidget
20. If the minister looks at you, stick out your tongue.
21. Yawn ; i do that.
22. Burp
23. Fall asleep ; i do that.
24. Stare at the people behind you
25. Snore

AT THE GROCERY STORE

26. Sneak things into the cart
27. Claim you're lost ; most of the time i really am lost.
28. Practice your juggling with some grade A eggs ; i do that with oranges.
29. Lick the fruit
30. Lie in the freezer and pretend to be frozen
31. Rearrange the merchandise
32. Change the price tags on everything ; haha i do that sometimes.
33. Challenge your sibling to see who can eat the most before you get to the checkout
34. Demand to sit in the cart ; used to do that.
35. Squeeze the cream-filled donuts ; i don't eat doughnuts.
36. Fish out the prizes from the cereal boxes
37. See if you can remove the bottom can from the canned beef display

AT FANCY RESTAURANTS

38. Request a booster seat
39. Call the waiter 'garcon'
40. Blow bubbles in your milk ; i do that.
41. Tie your napkin on your head
42. Send back your ice water, saying it's not cold enough
43. Eat everything with your fingers
44. Ask to see the chef
45. Ask for a sip of their wine
46. Order the most expensive thing on the menu ; err. that would piss them off. not like they will let me anyway.
47. Eat only a few bites of your food, then complain of stomachache ; i do that sometimes. but they either stuff it down my throat or finish it themselves.
48. Order dessert
49. If they refuse to let you have dessert, throw a tantrum

ALWAYS

Tell your parents you love them so much, you never want to leave home! ; forget it!

gosh, it's so fun doing these cute cute things.

i find this link button exeptionally cute.

and this one too.

haha.

i should stop crapping my ass off now.
toodletatas.

2004-09-08T17:28:00.000+08:00

chelsia hath calmeth down.

thanks so much kiwis for the luffly necklaces(:
-muacks.
love you guys.
kiwis have been the best grp i've been in sofar!
kkkmaidagency.

aha guys.
rmb next term we're nuns.
hehe.
we took neos during lunch.
wheeet.
so cute lor!

we only have these two so far.
one day i shall get the other two and scan them(:

wheeee.

2004-09-07T21:48:00.000+08:00

my mum's a bloody fucking bitch!

gosh. she came home and started yelling at me.
"what did you do today huh?"
told her i did my hw and had chi tuition.
then she asked me how much more left.
i told her lah.
and she asked me what tests there are.
i told her lah.

and then she started yelling at me, kay.
pls.
i told her i could do everything and plan everything myself.
then she said you better do a timetable and finish all your hw by thursday.
or you don't go out.
gosh. it's my fucking birthday outing!
can you believe it?

and then i did a timetable.
i told her there were only 3 things to fit inside.
then she said i'd better finish all my hw and revision by thursday.
GOD ARE YOU FUCKING INSANE?
why don't you try doing it huh?
HUH?

and then my stupid brother had to tell her me+him+dad went to play tennis in the aftnoon.
she said you haven't finish all your hw and rev you go and play tennis??!?!?!
i said it's only 1 hour. and i did hw the WHOLE day!!
and then she told me to GET LOST!!!
AHAHAHAA.
CAN YOU FUCKING BELIEVE IT?
i don't know how many times she's told me that in august and this mth.

she only treats me nice when it's my bday.
HAHAHAHA.
right after my bday.
which is today.
SHE STARTS FUCKING TREATING ME LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT.

WELL GET LOST YOU FUCKTARD

2004-09-07T18:47:00.000+08:00

whee.
(: thanks everyone for the birthday wishes and presents.
thankyou 109 for the loveeely bday song(:
thankyou anto for the cute keychain(:
thankyou mum for new op clothes(:
thankyou grandma for fiftybucks(:
haha.
thankyou yenny, hui, hongmei, rathi, zes, yuwen, nellie and shaun for the sweet bday smses(:
thankyou bern, lydia, nicole, anthea and all those whom i've forgotten for the bday wishes(:
thankyou michelle for the bday call(:

haha. for bday cake i had this cute slice of durian icecream cake from haagen dasz.
yumyum(:
but i preferred the dry ice that came packaged with it.
haha.
i only had one candle though.
the slice could only fit one candle and the bday sign.
lols.

phew.
haha. hope i haven't forgotten anybody.

whee. can't wait to go out with hw on thursdayy(:

2004-09-01T00:13:00.000+08:00

i swear i hate both my mum and my dad.
i've nv seen worse people before.
why was i born in the first place?

fuck off. both of you.
can i swap places with someone?

i don't wish to stay in this torture chamber anymore.
i can't stand it.
anymr.
really.
i've been holding on, resisting for so long.
save me frm this torture.

they accuse me of things i never did.

i can't talk to you about my problems.
because you 'll tell me to STOP dillydallying and go do my work.
scoldings.
everyday.
no privacy at all.
stop poking your nose into my bloody business all the time.
every phone call i make and receive you have to ask who and what is it about.
and you're not going to say because you care about me.
HAHAA.
how funny.
you don't even care about how i feel.
you don't even give me a chance to defend myself.
help.
please.
you think you're so great.
and almighty.
huh?
what about me?
am i nonexistent?
HELLOOO?
the sight of you morons makes me want to puke.
why wasn't i born to my grandma instead?

huh?
i'm always sleep-deprived.
freedom-deprived.

always accused of things.
even if i say no.
you will say it's me.
all the time.
even though it's obviously your problem.
i say stuff.
you can't hear properly.
you say it's all my fault and i said another thing.
huh?
huh?
you side with each other.

i rly need someone to talk to.
helpp.

i'll pay $10 a day for swapping of places.
please?
is anyone symphatizing with me out there.

2004-08-31T19:21:00.000+08:00

haha.
tcher's day today. wheeee.
'twas quite fun laa.
but the camera that my dad supposedly charged to full battery power didn't work.
was out of batt.
stupid right.
could have taken such wonderful photos.
gah.

`cher's day celebration was soo nice lor.
nicer than my prisch one.
hehs.
gosh. the chers performed some kind of skit(:
abt singapore idol.
no benjamin eio though.
poo):
hehe. they had slatter for careless whisper.
gosh. he's so muscular.
some more wear tank top leh.
i think the top's gonna burst.
someday.
but he's such a nice guy(:
really.
ehh. and there was mrs anis with reflection.
and some other guy weef lemontree(:
haha. so cute.
and freeman, mr law, mrs mohd, and some female `cher as judges.
awww. what a deadly quartet.
gosh i tell you.
mrs mo is sooo cute kayy.
(: with her terribles haha.
cuteeesy.

and coleman chua was dancing as ricky martin gawd.
how gay.
and this `cher was stripping infront of jerryca and yuru and smushed his butt in their faces.
freeeaky.
tobad no photos.
bloody camm):
ms neo was part of bond.
yaknow. the violin girls.
haha so cuute.
she used this twig and badminton racket for violin and the thing.
haha.
and another `cher used a frying thing with a twig.
cute.
and then ivan soh sung okayy.
i nearly died of heart attack.
i think it was michael jackson.

why ganesh nv go huh.
maybe if he acted as ricky martin instead.
it wld have been more entertaining.
hahas.
what am i thinking.

haha. adriel yap can't play the piaaaano.
he stinks at it.

went with izzah, natalia and sk to taka to shop for `chers day prezzies.
gosh it was sooo beeeg. ><>CUTE.
i got so broke.
because i had lunch at macs before that.
and after i paid 5 bucks.
i realized that i cld pay by ezlink.
den the stewpid lady say cannot.
because i already paid [?]
gotohell lah.
then i got no money.
only four bucks left lor.
then bought the chers day prezzie.
no $ liao.

me, sk, izzah shared a cab to hpps.
actually, jelita.
hehs.
i couldn't pay anything again.
i feel so.. guilty.
):

sk treated me to half a slurpee at jelita.
-sniff.
i feel so touched.
it was kryptomania with cola.
yumms.

we walked to hpps.
wheee. frm jelita.
saw lots of schmates.
whee.
6a03 has rly grown.
espesh cy.
omg.
he looks squashed.
really.

haha.
me and bernie played the black magic trick on people.
so funnn(:
everybody was so clueless.
heh.

walked to sk's hse after that.
weef char, sk, david and ck.
vanna, em and lyd came later.
douglas, ronald, kwang yueh and yule went to get the bball.
i think.

blahs.
i was on the way down in the lift with char, ck and david.
then i suddenly had itchy fingers and decided to press all the buttons in the lift.
gosh. that got me into deepshit okay.
because in where i stay.
when you get to the level you first pressed, all the others will just deactivate.
not this one though.
and there are over 20 levels.
and i pressed so many.
-_-
wahhh.
the worse thing was, someone came in aft that.
a resident.
and she saw. o:
i said it was just a big sneeze and then it all got pressed.
errr. char was like.
solar sneeze. heh.

then some other resident walked by.
and complained kayy.
to the security guard.
gosh.
so scary. x_x
then the guard stomped over to the bball court lor.
and scolded me.
i told him all sorts of bullshit.
[ gah.. sorry pple got you guys into trouble. sorrry! ]
and then he told us nxt time must sign up at the clubhse.
so we went there to sign up.
some shit aye.
wrote my chinese name instead.
only person who wrote full name was char.
everyone else wrote fake or chinese names.
lol.

then we were allowed to play lor.
sorry again guys.
i feel so guilty. agn.
pooo.

played billiard downstairs.
damn niceee lor(:
nv played before.
heh.
the girls used the beginner's stick.
the one for pitching.
or smtn.
i don't know.
and the boys cheat:P

aft that i don't know what hpned.
we all started rolling balls(!) damn hard across the pooltable.
haha.
and everyone's fingers got broken.
heh.
because of the heavy balls(!).
okay okay.
shall stop putting the (!)s.
the fucktard came in later.
and char and ronald and ppl managed to keep him out and whacked him with the poolstick.
but he came in anw.
-_-
some ppl went to play bball instead because it was too crowded in the billiard room.
lalalaa.
went hm aft that.
it's such a longlong walk out of mt sinai.
so funnn.
wish i cld go back there agn.

lalaa.
vanna get gd results for your exam.
then we can all go for chalet(:
heh.
bernette's one was damn fun lorr.
lalala.

haiz. must mug liao.
thurs got maths and chi test.
poooot.
must study for the whole of wed.
my one day holiday.
GONE):

ahwell. at least there's sept hols(:
-winkwink-
ahems. six more days to you know what!
i want you know whats(:

or maybe not.

2004-08-30T16:27:00.000+08:00

hahas. today was a weird day.
nellie didn't perform. err.
the odd part is, she didn't know why too.
lol.
had soil erosion test tday.
quite easy laas, but not enough time lah.
boohoo.
didn't mnage to finish last qstn.
poots.

went to far east feh lunch with hw after sch.
skipped mths remedial.
ha. i'd probably slp during rmedial anw.
no point.
went to the hk chicken rice place.
omg. it's so delicious lorr(:

hw was supposed to meet peiwen, her friend at orchard mrt.
peiwen's cousin, shaun was sposed to be going too.
hw was going to sell her piano concert tix to them.
ehh.
me and hw looked arnd.
i saw this guy waiting for smbdy over at the other side.
pointed to him and told huiwen it might be that guy.
then huiwen said he was ugly.
ehh.
i said he was okay lah.

then peiwen came.
she wasn't as chio as in the neos lah.
ohwell. then she paid hw for two tix.
and called 'shaun goh!'
me and hw turned arnd.
it turned out to be that guy whom hw said was ugly.
omg lols.
and previously she told me in sch that his voice was -ahem. sexy.
lol.
burst out laughing like shit.
both of us.
so maluuu.

then when shaun and peiwen left, hw decided to sms them to say sry.
lols. then shaun didn't reply.
haha. here comes the really funny part.
i needed to use the toilet urgently.
so hw followed me to the one upstairs.

this lady was sitting inside the toilet, handing out free candy.
?_?
then me and huiwen took coffee ones each.
eheh. mine's still in my pouch now.
don't dare to eat it.
weird right.
nv see ppl give candy in the toilets bfore.
ahwell.
then i went in.
hw waited for me outside.
hahaha.
then the lady who handed out candy told her her belt was very low.
then hw ignored her at first.
ps. i could hear frm inside(:
then hw pulled up a little.
then the lady kept saying 'gao1 yi4 dian3'
lol!
on and on until it was dunno how high lor.
hahaa.
i was so kancheong to see what was going on.
so i went outside quickly.
then the pson at the toilet started laughing wif her friend.
wondered what was going on.
then they pointed at my pinafore.
argh.
my bag got caught in it.
omg.
s: so maluuuu!
gosh.
went hm after that.
bought lime at yck mrt.
this issue is quite nice lah.
abt celebrity couples.
it gave away some sling bag toos.
quite cute.
but i couldn't find the pink one):
so i got this dark olive one.
it's too beeeg.
gah.
need teh ask my mum to let me go bck to hpps tmr.
plsplspls.
i rly want to go(:
must cross fingers and pray hard now.
haiz.
but wed is holiday mah.
so got plenty of time to mug for chi and mths test.
ohwell.

i hereby conclude that this week is going to be major weird.

2004-08-29T20:44:00.000+08:00

hath made a list of perfect teacher's day presents for our beloved teachers.

jmf ; pecan pie slice and wedding suit. heh.
mr ganesh ; purple hair spray.
ms neo ; fifty pink pingpong balls.
dr slatter ; cardcaptor sakura figurines.
mr soh ; more hair gel.
mr connelly ; a good shaver.
mrs sia ; baby clothes. -wink.
mr chandra ; slim 10.
ms tan ; hello kitty things.
jagong tan ; a new pair of track pants. his current one has holes in them.
mrs mo ; tape recorder.

if you have anything else to add, tag me(:

2004-08-29T16:53:00.000+08:00

yeeha.
removed the irritating blogger navbar.
woots.
you shall have a longlong time figuring out how to do it
through my sourcecode.
yeah.
lots of people have been viewing it for evil reasons.
ahwell.

who cares?
right.

2004-08-29T12:39:00.000+08:00

gosh. i don't believe this.
geog test is tmr!
gah.
i haven't studied much yet.
boohoo.
was making notes and stuff frm the ppts for soil erosion on inet just now.
so boring.
made me feel rly sleepy.
z.Z
i still feel slpy leh.
how?
i haven't even done my chituition hw for tmr.
ahwell. at least my mum is helping me tell her tt i have no time to do my hw.
because of geogtest. woot.
argh!
i'm racking all my pooorpoooor brain juices out for this pls.
is it even worth?
ten marks, 10 pcnt.
i guess.

2004-08-28T22:14:00.000+08:00

whee. just put coco lee's reflection on.
woots. it's such a nice song.
theme from mulan.
nellie and this girl frm 106 sang it on fri.
nellie usually sings much bter than this.
she just had a sore throat and stage fright kind of thing.
well.
gdluck for monday nellie!
she's gonna perform for assembly.
yayayayayyy.

i'm sure the whole sch will be so charmed by her singing.
she can go join sgidol or sth.
(:

2004-08-27T21:03:00.000+08:00

ohmygosh. benjamin eio is so blardy cuuuute(:
there's this cute video of him on the sgidol official homepage. aww.
clicky here, and go to echo boy benjamin.
he was a former echoboy.
some kind of band.
god. he's so cute.
he wore this green fluffy jacket during the first piano show ytd.
gosh(:
even iszzy is in loveee with him toos.

you go jessea(:
hope you get into the sgidol finals.
actually, sure can wan.
she looks a little like kellyclarkson.
awww. and all the judges said she's good pls.
how sweet is that?
she's quite chio lah.
here's a piccy of the first three finalists(:

awws. how cute is that?
olinda cho looks a little.
weird.
but i think she's a rly mean person.
look how she dissed her groupmate on the show.
gah.
the ahbeng is cute lah.
but not as cute as benjamin!
he has a big mouth tho.
don't like that. d:
david yeo. benjamin eio. they rhyme.
heh.
i got the lyrics for bananaphone!
ohgosh. aren't you just so excited?
wow!

Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring banana phone
Ding dong ding dong ding dong ding donana phone
It grows in bunches,
I've got my hunches,It's the best!
Beats the rest!Cellular, Modular, Interactivodular!
Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring banana phone
Boop-boo-ba-doo-ba-doop!
Ping pong ping pong ping pong ping panana phone
It's no bolagna, it aint a phony!
My cellular bananular phone!

ohgod. it's cuuute(:
and skye sia's voice is cuute too.ohgosh.
sgidol is so much better than ai.
tonstonstons(:
you know what?
there's actually a video of the bananaphone song!
gosh.
but not as much as the doremi one!
the kindergarten sch teacher sang that.
weird.

Let's start at the very beginning
A very good place to start
When you read you begin withA-B-C
When you sing you begin with do-re-mi
Do-re-mi
Do-re-mi
The first three notes just happen to be
Do-re-mi
Do-re-mi
Do-re-mi-fa-so-la-ti
Oh, let's see if I can make it easier
do!
rest of the lyrics can be found here.gosh. that site even has MUSIC for it.
wow.
it's amazing huh.what sporeans do.
anw. sgidol just plain rocks lah.(:

2004-08-25T09:03:00.000+08:00

aww. i have such niceee friends. (: stupid parents. hate them sometimes. actually. most of the time. so irritating. gah. don't feel like spilling evrything out on my blog. gah. ahwell. arathi dearr knows. anyhow. i'm in compstuds now. so suckkie. and boring. but i hafta admit that israelteo guy is so weird. and farnie. sometimes. you know.. anw. on msn right. some people are just too blind to see the statuses. like i'm sooo away and they keeep bothering me. so blardy irritating. lalala. i wanted to use my other blog but stupid blogger just won't save template changes and preview! bah. stoopid. gahhh. ya'know. there's like. english and literature together. in one whole session! two hours. gahhisms. pls lor. not like we do constructive stuff. bahbah. i feel like plugging now. go check out bubblessoc.net. it's so cuuute. (: and shiney.

2004-08-25T07:11:00.000+08:00

haven't blogged in a looo-ng time. busy with projects, schoolwork, etc. too many perfomance tasks laas. ohwell. at least now i blogged! whee. this blog is not going stagnant anymore. this is so funnnn. wheeet. anw. i changed the template. wheee. going to put this in blogskins once i'm done with it. it's so rainbowweeey. lalalala. imageless though. lol. changed the bar to black. it's slimming as told by biz in the dashboard news thing. lol. later got comp studs. so can blog more. whooots. you guys tag my brd okay? sign my gbkk too. it's really stagnant. anw. decided not to make a private blog anymr. doesn't make mch of a difference. yeah. lalalallalalala. hadley house comm for 2005 voting! wheet. told ruiling to help me vote for frankie as trackcapt and tamtam as cheercapt. they so deserve it lor. wanxin shld be err. capt or vicecapt or something. she looks like it. haiz. so many pple's birthday coming up. i need to get lydia her doughnut with rainbow sprinkies! hope my mum allows me to go bsck to hpps on teacher's day. woots. no jap that day lor. actually. no jap for that whole week! wooties! yarr. and today 8pm and 10pm got sgidol leh. dunno if me mum will let me watch leh. plsplspls. haix. because i watched the repeat of the second episode ytd night at 10 mah. because i had tll that day. so i nv watch. shldn't count that as watching. and you know what? i didn't study for my jap quiz 9. sure fail wan. and. i have so many tests next week lor. zi4du2kao3cha2, maths test, geog soil erosion test. and the chi and maths are on the same day pls. ohgod.

2004-08-22T09:47:00.000+08:00

haiz. haven't blogged in such a long time.
lots and lots of homework lah.
anw. i didn't do much hw thru the wkend.
just slacked, basically.
have so much hw to do now.
god. killl meee.

i don't understand lor.
how come people can be like this.
haiz. ahwell.
i can't talk much in this blog.
going to make a private one.
ehh. don't ask me for url.

but i'll still update this one! (:

2004-08-16T09:33:00.000+08:00

lalalaas. having comp studies now.
but the israelteo guy isn't here yet.
hahas.
can slack. not like i don't slack all the time during compstuds.
wheees. gonna go to fareast later.
buying either a 37degrees pouch or pencilcase.
gahhs. (: my old op wallet got bleached.
so my grandma gave me 10 bucks to buy a new one.
lalalalass. but i don't want to get the same wallet.
so sians. luff 37degrees stuff.
peiqi is so luckeh to be the neice of the owner.
gahs. she gets free stuff yaknow.
luckyrubberducky. ><

ahwells. i hope we're not learning php programming again.
it's so blardy boring.
yays. me and iszzy finished the humans project.
did until 11 on friday on msn for that.
i hate humanities. worse.
it's combined humanities.
plus, she increased the word count to 3000 at least.
and she told us on friday.
ahem. three days before submission.
you tell me how to finish lah!
gayisms.
ahwell. at least we managed to. -thumbsup.
just need to compile the xi'an mindmap with the other stuff.
see the other pple's project arrhs.
feel so inferior lor.
they got do tables and flowcharts leh.
we only did figures, hilda taba and mindmaps.
hope it's enough.
if you're wondering, we did on the tang dynasty yah.
alot of pple did on tang leh.
hope our marks won't be minused because of that.

argh.

2004-08-13T20:34:00.000+08:00

whee. just installed a google toolbar.
it's so funkeh. ilu! -hug.
has this direct link icon to blogger!
wooots.
don't even have to login.
go download it. (:
blocks popups too.
as in those. eh. commercial ones.

i sound like some advertising person.
shall stop crapping now.
anws, if you want to download it.
google.com has a link.
toodlelooos.

2004-08-11T09:10:00.000+08:00

having comstudies now.
the gay guy is teaching us php programming.
borrrring. x:
save me. he's doing a ppt on it.
i don't know what the fuck is php anyway.
ooh. php is hypertext processor.
created by rasmus lerdorf.
reminds me of the rasmus. (: love them!
what am i doing, typing out all this shitcrap here?
ahwell. php is done on the server site. blahblah.
yay. can use weef html.
html is so much better than using dreamweaver.
i'm so swaku.
i don't like the gayguy's glasses.
it's err. racoon like.
blahblah. i want to learn javascripts.
or maybe css codes further.
dynamicdrive. (: best place for javascripts.
lahlahlah.

2004-08-11T09:03:00.000+08:00

pooties.
changed the picture, if you guys haven't already noticed.
(: i think it's nicer than before laas.
ohwell.
deleted the archives and the wishlist crap.
don't really need those stuff anymore.
not like anyone reads. oo;
argh. kao-ani.com has the cutest graphics.
all pixely. (:
i like her blog smilies. so cute.
wonder where she got them from.
ah.
frankie's playing graduation opposite me.
ahhh. reminds me of 6a'03.
-sighh.
rathi is changing her blogskin.
blahblah.
trying to make ruiling tag me.
but she just won't.
poooi.
ahh. gonna tag rathi now.
toodleloos.

2004-08-09T21:54:00.000+08:00

(: whee. mumsie let me go for the reunion.
whooop. everybody didn't really change much.
lydia had this preetiful new haircut.
and she has a tablet pc. o:
ahh. i wants one too. it's so funkehh.
you get to bring it to sch and type out all your notes and stuff.
on the tablet. (:
sdflshlksfhjkasldsdf. poo.
ahwells. sarah not much change lah.
vanna still has nicenice long shineh hair.
can advertise for whatever shampoo she uses.
estella and emeh still same lah.
still as cute and funny. (:
char has short hair now.
it's nicer than her old hairstyle. i think. (:
*cough*theasshole*cough* is still as blardy pervertic as ever.
i told him that if he wanted to be pervertic, go to a bloody brothel lah.
don't come here for free service.
too poor to go isit?
he keeps attempting to slap the girls' butts.
i don't believe it. s:
ronald and yule still same tooos.
never change much.

ahwell. it was overall quite niceee lah.
but so sad i had to leave early. ):
stooopid mother.
at least i get to go lah.
at least. s:

saw natparade on tv. quite nice.
(: luff the fireworks.
mum told me there was a heartshaped one.
but i missed it ah. /:
was eating my dinner. bahs.

omg. sg idol is sooooooo niceeee.
it's so much better than ai.
much muchh better.
so much farnier. (:
i wonder if they telecast it in america.
s: omg. did anyone see the lemon tree guy?
poser. just wants to be the next willhung.
go jump off a cliff.
but that shanghai guy quite poor thing lehs.
ahwell. he shld go join china idol or smtg.
better fer him.
and that banana guy. so lame.
some more gort reveal his face leh.
how dumb.
saw the comms. for next ai.
it's during my tll lesson on wed, 8.30. rargh.
can ask my dad to tape lah.
-sighh.

2004-08-08T23:05:00.000+08:00

gawsh. this is so blardy cute! (:
it's from rubberducky.nu. ahhh.
the graphics there are fantabulousss.
i'll try and get something cute to go with each post from now on.
(: i'll try.

2004-08-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

i am so blardy fed up with my mum.
keeps shouting at me for no reasons.
rargh.
and i don't even know whether she's letting me go for the reunion.
fk lorr.
some more keep saying only because i want to go somewhere then i work hard.
true. but she used this excuse donch know how many times liao lehhs.
bah. i'm so pissed.

2004-08-08T19:39:00.001+08:00

awww. kawaii nehh. (: isn't this just so adorable?
i want a chicken egg exactly like that.
it's from mylittlechicken.

2004-08-08T09:54:00.000+08:00

hohoho. i don't believe the amt of holiday hmwk they gave us. rarrrrgh! -stabstab.

shall list all the hw i have here.

mov wksht. maths wksht. bookreport. mussolini speech. susan b. anthony speech. write own persuasive speech. study cheng2yu3 51-75. chinese tuition hw. jap compo.

argh! how am i supposed to finish all this crap? save meee.

2004-08-08T09:43:00.000+08:00

shall reply tags now. (: wheees.

zes ; oopsie. sorry. my msn's screwed up. i'm using the older version. ):

nat ; ehh. it's starriex[at]hotmail.com. (: add me on msn! rawwrr. i want to go too. hmms. what day is it? confirmed yet? give me a ring, kkay? my hp is still confiscated. is wild wild wet open on public hols?

tamtam ; eheh. (: thankie. your's is nice too. you're always on this cutecute tagging spreeee.

jh ; o: wow. lol. it's not that nice lahhs. ohwell. what's your new blog? tell me on msn or somethingg. i don't think i haff you on my list though. add me. (:

2004-08-08T03:05:00.000+08:00

wow. i just figured out blue's clues!
we just figured out blue's clues.
'cause we're really smart.
dun-dun-dun.

actually. no.
i just figured out how to get into password protected blogs.
i don't know whether it's a good thing or a bad thing.
yup.
ohwells. (:

2004-08-07T04:32:00.000+08:00

ouchifying.
got this from bravenet. (:

2004-08-07T04:17:00.000+08:00

yup. natday celebration today. (: zainal was the guest speaker. but, zainal?! lol.he was going on abt squash achievements. it was like a peptalk for us squasherrs. and he included 'girls from rgsquashteam' in his address. yay. and the squash pple were screaming. lols.

yups. there was this performance thingy after the speeches. sec one song-writing, sec two play. and um. sec three dance. sec four fashion showw. the song-writing thing was so kawaii nehh. especially one-twelve's dance. smtg about 'fish head curry ; night safari'. i thinkk i only caught that line. and nasi bryani and things. (: food. it was a rapcumsong. why do the gep-ers always come up with good ideas? -sigh.

onefour did hadley prouud. loved their rapcumsong thing. yiyun, huihui and someone else i didn't know were rapping. so cute. (: 'singapore's a pretty little plaaa-ace'. awww.

sec two skit was okay lah. (: abit boring though. two of my squash snrs were acting. main characters. they look different from three storeys up. every year we move closer to the amphi seats. i won't call them seats, though. stairs is more of the right word. :

sec three dance was quite 'kay toos. cheryl was dancing. (: yay. their dance was quite nicey. but got third only. wanling's class got first though. great job. threetwelve, i think.

sec four fashion show was so farnie. the 'fours made clothes with recycled materials. there was this girl with a hat. and the hat had three high-rise buildings on a raised green platform. and circling the hat were mrt cabins! ahh. so kawaiiii. i want eet.

lahlah. (: we sang natday songs after that. whole class was bouncing and screaming to 'where i belong'. so cuuute! everyone was watching us from below though. oO; had such a workout. we did bouncing, waving, screaming, whatzit for all the songs. (: sooo fuun.

most of the sec one squashers ran down to see zainal. because xiaotong wanted to ask whether he had her racket. then we were asking him how come he didn't wear the singapore flag as a sarong. he told us on thursday that he wore that for the past twenty years. o: and then he said he was too *ahem*shexay*ahem* to wear it. -gag. everyone was rolling with laughter. some more he said it in a soft voice worrs. eeew.

overall quite fun lahh. compared to primary sch. primary sch natday celebration abit boring. \: ohwells. went to far east with rachong after that. i think the rest of the class stayed to watch mean girls on the sch comp. pirated wan. lols. we wanted to go thirty-seven degrees lorr. but it was closed. so we walked arnd for dunno how long. until 11. still not open worrs. some more the security guard said most shops open arnd 10.30 to 11. gahhs. then we went to the shop opposite to ask what time thirty-seven degrees opened. and she said twelve. can you believe it? where got shop open so late wann? so me and rachel went home without buying anything. grr. nevermind lorrs. next time aft sch then go and buy.

drunkonmilk.

2004-08-06T03:55:00.000+08:00

whoopee. in the class now.
just finished speech and drama. woot.
we had this speech thing.
and i chose this exerpt from the alex rider series.
by anthony horowitz. -swoon.

yarrs. later we have the martin luther king jr. speech thing.
we have to recite it. gah.
but then our group is lucky lahh.
don't need to memorize it. (: whoot.

ohwells. got to go rehearse now.
toodles, dahlinkk bloggie.

2004-08-05T09:59:00.000+08:00

rejoice! rejoice!

my dad can come back. (:

haha. the bad thing is my mum was on her way back too.

from work. because she didn't want me to take a taxi.

so they're both on the way back.

and my mum works at jurong east.

aww. so nice right?

ahwell.

it hurts my soul.

i can't have something nice to wear on nat. day.

only some crappy white shorts and this red op tee.

singapore colours. wheeeee.

crazyoleme.

2004-08-05T09:52:00.000+08:00

bleep. i haven't done my tll hmwk. i'm so going to die. ohwells.

my current tll class is prolly the best class ever. really.

haha. all we do is crap and tell sick jokes. well, not all are sick. (:

best time to relax after a day of school and third lang. ahh.

going to have it later. congratulate me. but.

dad can't fetch me today.

has come kind of seminar. argh.

stinkyyy. i have to take a cab there myself. (:

isn't that wonderful?

can't have dinner with peiqi at the food court. ba-ah.

cooked my own fried rice for dinner. whee. (:

had egg, chicken and shrimp bits. yum.

ohwell. i think i'm going to be late for tll.

dad's going to come at like. 7.10 or smtg.

and it takes half an hr to get to united square.

haven't studied for chem test.

isn't that wonderful? haha.

i have so much to mug for.

diechelsiadie.

2004-08-04T05:13:00.000+08:00

in the shaw foundation lab now. hee. supposed to do rs project. ohwells. but latha hasn't come yet. so me and huiwen are blogging awayy. she's sitting two computers away. yupp.

i hate chinese lessons. so boring. even worse when you have to finish zuo4wen2s during class time. ooh. guess what. i hate copycats. (: yupp. can't stand them sometimes. even worse when they are so discreet abt it. not dissing anyone or anything. but. yeah. although i do agree that i copy sometimes. yeah. sometimes.

whee. made the links rainbow. rainbow. raiinbowwwww. whee. got the javascript from some html site. (: cute ayes? like the flashy flashy stuffs. even better if it was like.. a pink rainbow kind of thing yeah. shall stop crapping abt rainbows. (:

fake accents. yeah. another thing i hate. fakeaccent-ers. grr. there's one just a meter away from me. stupid fake american accents. ohwell.

whyohwhy.

2004-08-03T13:56:00.000+08:00

haha. yeah. guess what. have japanese ca, chemistry eoi, speech and drama presentation, english speech presentation and humanities project. all this week. (: isn't that really nice? ohwells. at least we have a nice day on friday to make up for it. no japanese, and no school. yays. and we get to wear our own clothes. woot. have to be red and white though. i can only get my squash skirt like. uh. next week. so i can't wear it. poo. ohwells. make do with my current squash shorts. yu-up. supposed to be studying for my chemistry now. hee. yups. slacking again. not like i have a choice.

kind of pissed. yeah. shan't say why. (: i wish i had the ability to lock single blog entries. without the pswd showing up on the view source thing. that'd be nice. got lots of private things. ohwell.

shall start mugging now. mugmugmug. i like that word. reminds me of beer mug. butterbeer mug. i wonder what butterbeer tastes like. mmm.

sayitisn'tso.

2004-08-03T00:42:00.000+08:00

such idiots. so mean. don't have to be so obvious right? sheesh. you want then lock it lah. don't be such a mean pokk. then act like nothing happened. kanasai. yeah. ohwell. shan't waste my ~~wonderful~~typing skills for such crappers laa. well, it was assembly. yeah. was. the prefects just gave their speeches for election. haha. gonna vote for karwei. if you haven't noticed, i changed the italics and underlines to pink lols. toodles. lab lesson now. (:

2004-08-02T00:01:00.000+08:00

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan
And do you think I'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
Can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

ahh. i love this song. (:

2004-08-01T07:12:00.000+08:00

lalala. today was an eventful day. whee. went for mini netball carn // field test in the morning. reached there at abt 8.10. yups. i decided to play one game first before going up to have the field test at 8.30. game started at abt 8.25, against oneten. wheee. it was kind of fun. we beat them three-two. yays. i'm so proud of myself. -ego.

went to the hall, thinking the field test was there. mind you, the game ended at 8.35. so i was late. it wasn't there. the rafflespongg people were trng. looked fun. (: went to the kschee. the rafflesringers were practicing there. ouch. i ran ran ran all the way to the general office. panted and asked the lady there where was the field test for sec ones held. it was at the ava. ahhh. ran all the way up to the ava, clutching my belt, pinafore and slingbag. it was a painful journey.

reached there just in time. whoot. they were giving out the papers and there was only one seat left. hahas. they gave like five-ten minutes for each section. first few sections were abt guessing, i think. there was this picture of an elf-like person bending down to the water in this push-up position. weird. and we had to write what we assumed he was doing, what we thought were the causes of what he was doing, and what were the consequences of what he was doing. ahh. i wrote so messily. and some nonsensical things. forgot what they were.

the next picture was of this cutecute toy elephant. told us to write ways we could improve the elephant, to make it more fun for children to play with. not to care abt the cost too. just use your creativity. ah. wrote alot of crap. like make his trunk dispense sweets when you press a button, and make him a wind-up toy. haha. how stupid is that.

next exercise was abt what unusual things we could do with cardboard boxes. my brain crammed up for that one. didn't write much. last one was abt some crappy thing abt what would happen if strings hung from clouds. i wrote lots of crap for tt one too. like everyone would become tarzans.

haha.

submitted the paper and rushed down for netball after that. went out and realised it was raining cats and dogs. grabbed my belt ; you'll see why i bolded this later, and stuff and got to the nbcourts. everyone was sitting there, chatting. ahh. the rain wasn't that heavy what. ohwells. the ~~stupid~~ teacher in charge dismissed us, saying that the rain wouldn't stop or lighten up. alot of pple went home. met lynette there too. she said tt she was going home. ooh. when i packed up my stuff, i found out tt my belt was missing. ahhh! i must have dropped it while running oh-so-kancheong-ly to the nbcourts. why oh why am i so kiasu? ahhh.

decided not to go back and look for it. walked to tanglin. when i got to this junction, i checked for the bandanna i tied to my slingbag, and found out it was gone. retraced my steps a little. didn't see it. wahh. didn't bother to retrace all the way. too lazy. lost two things in one day. i'm such a failure.

managed to heave myself with an un-belted pinafore all the way to tanglin. squashed with michelle awhile. then squashed with zainal. won me nine-three. stinks, aye? ooh. just realised i invented a neeew word for my blog-tionary. squashed // playing squash. yay. shall use tt from now onwards. finally it got to 11, and i went with huiwen and yuwen to far east. zeslene said there was this really good chicken rice. ooh. in the food court. but hw said there wasn't a food court. so we went to scotts food court instead. nothing much to eat there. hw didn't want to eat pastamania.

went all the way back to far east. spent at least half an hour travelling in total. haha. managed to find the chicken rice place thingy. it was soooo nice. (: me + hw are going back there again. someday. the nicenice uncle gave us some barleywater. free of charge. actually, he gave the customers opposite us barleywater too. so it's not like.. biasness. ohwell.

me, hw and yuwen went back to sch. yuwen didn't eat anything. wow. hw was trying to tempt her with her chicken rice. lols. me + hw went back up to class to find out that lots of pple were there. surprisingly. the tamil pple came back from debate. nice job, 109 tamil debaters! they won twoohnine. what a great achievement. yay!

met latha in class. she said there was basically nothing to do until next week, so me and hw went to the rafflesroom to... crankup our blogs. duh. played with the html awhile, then went home. huiwen was still there when i left. so lucky. she's going for ndp preview later. ahh. i want to gooo. but her mum gave the ticket to her shanghai friend. ohwells.

i still have homework to do. omigosh. i sureee cannot go to my mum's friend's house for housewarming liao. but i want to goo. wahh. must start on hw liao. toodles.

saveme.

2004-07-31T07:12:00.000+08:00

in class now. gawsh. it's geog first period later. arghh. ohwells. at least i did my homework. hehes. but i didn't do my maths. lol. nvm. can do later larrs. we're having housecomm elections later after assembly. i think i'm going to vote for wanling to be house capt. ruiling is announcing it now. i don't know. sui2bian4 vote can already. blahblah. i'm so bored.

made a filter thingy for my blog. -points right. as you can see. cute right? hehe. this changed my okcounter too. if you scroll to the bottom of my links bar. yupps. i'm sooo happy i managed to do my tagboard up. bah.

guess what? yesterday morning nelicia saw me online. yarrs. at 6 am. i was like.. huh? now i know. my dad used the comp. and deleted msn messenger! ahh. how could he do that? -stabbs. ohwells. at least i have a backup copy. the old old windows messenger. yups. at least it still works. he didn't delete that. i can't stand it.

there's a chem test next week. ahh. and jap ca next week. ahh.

somebody save me.

2004-07-30T08:30:00.000+08:00

i'm blogging again. haha. it's now the interval btwn english and higher chinese. just had higher chinese. so siann. chen2lao3shi1 didn't come, then the replacement teacher was here again. -sighh. so bloody boring.

then. we have all the subjects today except history. and no resting periods like spandd or comstudies. i feel like dying. gah. after eng then it's recess. whooot. so much better. guess what? i finally fixed the tagboard! at least now it shows gray text instead of black. so it can be seen again when you type! yays! i nearly considered changing the tagboard to a flooble chatterbox because of that. now i'm happy i didn't. yays. got to go now. tooodles.

2004-07-29T19:39:00.000+08:00

gah. at home now. just bathed. (: i have so much hw today. hmph. there's this english speech thingy, two geog wkshts and a maths wksht. plus, there's japanese hw. and guess what? i have to go for two projects during the weekend. saturday is rs proj. with huiwen, then sunday is the chinese proj. with huiwen and ruiling. plus, i'm celebrating my mum's birthday on sunday night. we're going out for a dinner. then, my mum's friend has a housewarming party on saturday night. haha. plus, i'll have to finish all my weekend hw and my chinese tuition hw before monday! isn't that simply wonderful? haha.

why does my life have to be full of such complications?

2004-07-29T09:32:00.000+08:00

like the new layout? hehes. i changed the cuddles piccy to some moonlight reflection thingy. nice right? the yellow was too striking anyhow. (:

gah. got a new tagboard too. but the words won't show up. so you just have to highlight the words to see what you're typing! i know it's alot of ma2fan2 but ohwells. the price to pay. haha.

i want to go back to hpps. or meet with the 6a people. arghh. i miss them. s: wahh. at least the next meeting isn't that far away. teacher's day. i think so. but then everyone will see my fugly haircut! ahh. i hope it grows long by then. rebonding would be best, but i can only have that next year. -sighhs.

2004-07-28T05:56:00.000+08:00

whees. don't you just love my new layout? don't answer that question. hahas. i changed it to gray, because many people said it was kind of striking. and neon and stuffs.

went to pastamania again with wanxin, peirong and rachphoa yesterday. so funn! we took a taxi there and shared cost. sixty point three cents per person, but wanxin subsidised to sixty cents and paid the rest. not like it was worth that much anyways. lol. i took vongole fusilli again. the one with clams and curly pasta. i lurrrve it with tomato herb sauce. (: it's the best. i want to try crayfish someday too, though. looks yummy. rachel took this olive oil spaghetti, peirong took baked cheese fusilli and wanxin took cabonara spaghetti. tried one of each. the cabonara was damn nice lorrs. with all the creamy and cheesy sauce. yums.

shall not blog about things that make people reading hungry. hahas. maybe it's just me. yeah. i'm starving. now. sch ends in 8 minutes time. yays! then it's squash. and the best thing is, zainal can't make us run, because it's raining. whoots. light rain and stuffs.

i know it's bad for me to hate running and stuff. lack of stamina hard to get into sch team larrs. but anyways, i sure won't get in anyway. s: with michelle and zeslene, it's so much competition. ohwells.

tmr we have speech and drama. and i have to prepare this speech thing. for connelly. ewws. i think i'm doing this fighting scene from eagle strike. it's this book from the alex rider series written by ________. uh. i forgot who. hahs. the series is really super-dee-duper good. yups! its the be-est. alex rider is a made up character lahs. but i think he's really cute anyhow. (:

2004-07-25T08:56:00.000+08:00

bought strawberries and this family pack of cadbury milk chocos from ntuc. hehe. melted all the chocolate down into this syrupy sticky thing, then dipped the strawberries inside. (: put them in the top freezer after that. whooop! i'm getting hungry already. chocolate-dipped strawberries.

i wanted to get bananas too, but couldn't find nice bananas. blah. tried one of the choco-dipped strawberries, but they were kind of frozen solid hard. put them down into the bottom freezer to make it softer.

aren't you getting hungry too? haha.

and guess what? i cut my hair. short. eww. i think i look better with long hair. i look like a mushroom-head nerdy person now. or at least i think so. it looks better if i clip it up. doesn't puff out that much. haiz. wait till everyone sees it on monday. what a good laugh.

2004-07-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

in class now. it's so bloody boring. -sighh. only me and tamtam are in the classroom. whee. next lesson is chem. i think it's at lab. grr. we have ting1xie3 today. and i only revised chapt. 13! we're supposed to do 3 chapters. gahh. sure die wan.

we have pe second period later. worst of all. S: i detest pe. we're doing gym as our module now. rarrrgh! i hate it. it's extremely stupid. -_- must mug for my ting1xie3 during recess later. -sighh. shall control myself and not go down.

my dad found out that i asked for the whole week's allowance instead of daily. and he liked.. killed me for that. said that i shouldn't take weekly allowance incase i lose it all. sheesh! haven't things been going fine for the first three days of the week? can't stand him sometimes.

saw this absolutely fabb pink op mini sling bag. yeah it's kind of bolster shaped. (: ahhh! i wants it. but it's 33 dollars. plus, i plan to save up and buy this white shorts-cum-skirt from op. and i better save up fast just in case the current season is over. ahh! the skirt thingy is 36 or 39. can't remb that well. but, it's nice anyway.

mum said if i use my own savings, i can get whatever i want. which means that, she won't control! yayy. but they cost 72 in all. so expensive. S: -sighh. i don't think i'll ever be able to save up.

2004-07-21T11:21:00.000+08:00

'twas racial harmony celebration in our sch today. wheee. we had this sec four concert first thing in the morn. because they didn't have any more space in the hall, the sec twos and threes and fours stayed in the hall while the sec ones went to the ks chee. hahas. then we had this so called 'live broadcast' from the hall. well, seriously, it sucked. the image was flickering and turned gray lots of times, and there was this weird and damn bloody loud sizzling sound. i slept through the last part of the concert.

ohwells. after that, sec ones went to play uhh.. games. yeah. weird games. but fun! (: we had makan after that. a full hour of it. 10.30 to 11.30. yay! but the food wasn't all that good lah. i ate two cups of minestrone soup with pasta. (: nummeh. and this curry puff and a samosa, and shared a popcorn with weiting, and a candyfloss. cost me six bucks in all. so expensive. then huiwen [actually peiqi] treated me to a drink. (: thanks. it was this bandung thingy. only drink they had. sheesh. ohwells. time for this sec 3 performance thing. i'm using my makan time to blog. so.. tatas.

2004-07-20T19:46:00.000+08:00

whee. just finished dinner. (: trng was quite okay today lah. but that was only because i never ran. had this bad sore throat plus cough because i ate durian yesterday night. heaty lah. ohwells. michelle and hiutung also never run. mich had a bad cough and ht had flu. hope you guys get well soon!

for trng, i think we only did thousand skips plus zainal's tching for 45 mins. whee. i love squash. but i don't think can get into sch team next year. -sigh. can't live without squash. hahas. i think my three most precious items are my pencilcase, wallet and squash racket in no particular order. yups. (:

2004-07-20T07:40:00.000+08:00

went to pastamania near scotts with huiwen just now for lunch. ordered the vongole with clams and tomato herb sauce. for pasta, i took fusilli. the curly curly one. nummeh. huiwen ordered marinara with fusilli too. woots. she didn't dare to take something else just in case it wasn't nice. :3

oh well. the food was absolutely delicious! pastamania serves the best pasta in singapore. i think. and it's quite cheap and they have quite large portions. and over 15 clams. cost about six dollars for that plate. i don't think they seriously get profits. huiwen was saying maybe their shop rent was cheap. yeah.

we were talking lots of crap. about the guy sitting over the other corner and how his face was bright red. as red as huiwen's ears that they when she was told to sit down properly and look like she was paying attention and she laughed her ears off. then francesca had to take over her. haha. and also about teachers i think. we were comparing teachers between each other. lame, right?

huiwen needed to go back to school to take bus at four for her music class. followed me to the mrt station. so nice right? i bought teenage on the way. it had 5566 and k-one on the cover. yucks. no offence to rongg and weiting. hehe. i think i'm going to give the tony and rio postcards inside to weiting and peirong. let them settle themselves. lol. i personally don't like 5566. yucks. the only few chinese singers are ocean ou1de2yang2 and cyndi wang. my taste is bad. i know.

there was also this brotherhood-cum-sammi cheng fold-out poster inside. eeyucks. don't like anyone of them. but some of the actors in brotherhood are quite shuai lah. ohwells. i don't think anyone else in class or anyone else i know are fans of them? err. if you want the poster, feel free to ask me and i'll give it to you. i have no use for it. (:

2004-07-19T06:47:00.000+08:00

hehe. it's 0650 now. and i'm all alone in the classroom. using the class computer again. yups. no one's here yet 'cept me. nice right? oh wells. some idiot rearranged the tables into this weird pattern. quite easy to find back my table though, because i drew this horrendous figure using my correction fluid on it. haha. vandalism.

shall do a quiz now. i'm in a quizzy mood. lols.

what colour should you be wearing?
you should be wearing the colour yellow! yellow is known to be the first colour the human eye catches. you are a person who is full of dreams and large ambitions. so, if you want to get noticed, wear yellow!

um.. haha. i think i only have one yellow tee at home. it's an op one. seldom wear yellow though. this is weird. oh wells. shall do more! hehe.

which emotion dominates you?

apathy. well, you are lucky in some ways. you see, apathy is no emotion. basically you don't care. but that does not make you a bad person. some of your friends are apathetic and you love them, but it wouldn't hurt to care a little more. life hurts, but most people are apathetic do it because they are hurt. but don't worry, life is pain, and it is also pleasure. good luck.

2004-07-18T19:45:00.000+08:00

yepyep. i'm ba-ack again for today! whewts. now for an update on my unfinished homework list. cut short to school-related.

- indices wksht*
- geography reflections
- miao2xie3wen2
- chinese tuition hw*

asterisks indicate importance. gahh. and i actually have chinese tuition tmr! i feel like stabbing myself. -stab. ohwells. i should be like, mugging right now. haha. bleeep. can't wait for dinner. dad's buying back food. yummeh. and i haven't finished learning my ting1xie3 for thursday! oh noo. comprises of three topics i think. hmm. i want more links. -wail. i don't bother to count how many i have, but it's not much. might post again later, though. hee.

i'm doing my indices wksht now. it shtinks. i don't know how to do so many qstns. plus, the section that stated 'do not use calculators', i used my trusty calc. see how lazy i am? gah.

2004-07-18T11:55:00.000+08:00

(: finally. x] eep. was looking at online stores just now. made this whole list of funkaay stuff that i wanted. hehs. maybe next time i'll order them. woots.

- happy tree friends tee
- ripcurl backpack
- ripcurl slingbag
- pink rimless sunglasses
- emily strange tee [for val]
- david and goliath tee

that's all for now. i guess. (: eep. if only i had all those.

2004-07-18T11:14:00.000+08:00

haha. guess what. ganesh is such a ~~nicenice~~mean pig. he actually told my mother all that stuff. some nice teacher, aye? ahems to hui. lol. oh well. it was just a one-hour long crapping session. nothing much. it was all okay after that.

eep. i still have lots of undone homework.
- settlement handout
- rock reflections*
- a ton of algebra worksheets*
- chinese miao2xie3wen2*
- history worksheets*
- print out powerpoints from inet
- geography notes

and, for non-school related related.
- tll homework
- japanese homework
- chinese tuition homework

eep. someone pity me. oh wells. hehe. put in this love by maroon five. turn up the volume! it's such a wonderful song. *points to side* don't you just love happy tree friends? x]

2004-07-17T17:00:00.000+08:00

oh no. guess what? my mother's currently at spm. i bet i'll get this huge scolding when she gets back. hopefully what yenny says is true.

well, at least i went for the class party. ((: if it was after spm, i'd probably have no chance. shall blog about spm tomorrow. :S i can't wait. haha. just realised how unlucky i am compared to huiwen. she gets to use the computer whenever she likes and how long she likes. plus, she gets the freedom of smsing. i would get both of these, from my dad. but my mother gets in the way. like most dads, they listen to mums. and there you have it. i get lots of ~~freedom~~crap. oh wells. have been playing mario and luigi: superstar saga for about two whole hours using roms. haven't done a single bit of homework yet. shall be sadistic for a while.

haha. cute, aye?

2004-07-13T12:34:00.000+08:00

gahhs. sorry. never blog for this like... long long time lahhs. :( saddening, aye? hahaas. well, i'm using the class computer again. like always. haha. i have this edgar allan poe presentation later. right after lunch. yeah. it's lunch now. and i'm not eating! haha. what an accomplishment. need to save money lahhs. for rachel's prezzie and hui's belated birthdayy prezzie. and so many things. :/ i want that roxy tee and skirt from seventeen. ahhh! i think it costs about eighty bucks for both altogether. gahhs. oh well.. wish me luck for my presentation. at least i got my powerpoint ready and stuff. no pictures though. grr. i still haven't finished doing my japanese essay corrections. i am soo dead. plus the maths questions and maths indices worksheet. plus geography worksheet. dead dead dead... and, stupid mother wants me to finish doing all the 100 maths questions. i don't even know whether its 100. i think it's like more than that. cruel! i wish she would just try and do it. definitely until three am also cannot finish lahh. grrr. stupid people. well... i am even dead-er. my parents are seeing ganesh on saturday. and he specifically said he would give me bad comments. sleeping in class, doing other stuff in class etc. well i only slept in class twice and did other stuff twice too. plus daydreaming. do i daydream? no. haha. well, he's just prejudiced against me. i just know it. definitely. gahh. i will worry about that in due course. i am so going to get grounded forever. luckily the class party is on friday. if it's like... after saturday, i am so so so so dead. can't go for class party liaoxx. so sadd... valerie is leaving on wednesday... not coming to school. well, at least she's coming for class party and meeting me, weiting, huiwen and rachel tomorrow after 3rd language at junction 8 for neoprintieees! aw... i miss her already.. gahh. why does this term have to be so saddening? everything sucks. grrr. and my mother confiscated my phone again. grrrrr. can't sms so many people. life stinksss larr.

2004-07-04T09:29:00.000+08:00

[[saturday]]*
yesh. had squashh in the morning. instead of running three rounds, we did ten one-minute sprints. wow. with two minute breaks in between. isn't that so much better than running three rounds? *beamm* but it's sort of more tiring lahh. did some drives with zainal. :/ and he kept rambling on and on about position, swings and all. grrr. everyone was so pissed with him lorr. we did some one-on-one nine-pointers after that. won mich nine-two. but only through lucky accidental jiann shots and serves. well, i don't know if mich is still angry with me. S: it's not my fault, right?

went home for lunch after that. mum made me help my brother make some kind of clay figurine thingy of a car for his art project in school. grrr. why do i have to always do things for him? did the clay model of a espeshially keeewwwt little car and decided i would paint it later. lunch was blah. i ate the side dishes but not the porridge. :/ had a late breakfast you see.

went for yf after that. ((: vinna and i were talking about which guy was the most shuaii in yf. hahaas. during the interview with a missionary. it was kind of boringg. played with my [actually, my mum's] hp but grace said no. oh well, so i fell asleepp. i don't think i actually even listened to half of the interview. had cg time at five after the interview. grace gave us bits of clay to make what represented ourselves. tried to make lots of different things, but i smushed the whole clay and it sort of cracked up. :S couldn't make anything. well. i didn't have to show anybody the clay figure because i had to leave at five-thirty. for the movie with emelyn! ((: *coos*

yesh. my dad drove us all to northpoint aka. gv yishun to watch spider-man two! wheeeee. met eme and her sister there. ((: we had lunch at long john silver's. i think i took some kind of two-piece fish meal with fries and eme took a two-piece chicken with fries. well, the fish was crispyyyy. really. x) it was soo good. but kind of salty. fish and co.'s is still the best! bought this large tub of salted popcorn to share with my brother and eme got this box of salted-and-sweet mix popcorn to share with her sister. :S would've shared with emee, but i hate sweet popcorn. *gags* got this huge coke and we shared. eme's sister couldn't take cold drinks, though. we were talking about commercials when they started and were babbling about the visa mini commercial. then it actually screened it right after we were talking about it. wow. that's not all. same thing happened with the lux commercial. we were poking fun at the weird model and her cleopatra-like hair. hahaas. shan't crap anymore. then the movie started! wheeee. i was yelling and yelling for it to start until eme told me to shut up. ((: tobey maguire is so cute! well... i shan't put any spider-man two spoilers here just in case you guys haven't seen it yet. when the movie showed mary-jane watson [kirsten dunst] in this really fluffy low cut wedding dress, somebody wolf-whistled and me and eme burst into laughter. haha. then, when mary-jane and pete [tobey maguire] kissed and they showed a really close-up of it. some little kids went "eeeeeeee". and then me and eme laughed and disrupted the whole show. well, we were the only ones who laughed. but it was funny, right? after the show, we sent eme and her sister home. ((: her house is so damnnnn big! and gorgeous. i guess that's why channel i wants to film her house. eme, if you're reading this, remember to tell me what day and time the show screens, okay? x)

went home after we fetched them. painted the clay car. and my mum and brother were watching the eye. :/ i got kind of freaked and went to my room to read. and secretly sms. well, my mum forgot to take back the phone after she lent me yesterday for a short while. as i type, i still have it. whoooots. hopefully she forgets to take it back. forever! haha. read some archie comics. xd smsed yule for a long long time, then fell asleep. shall stop crapping now. toodles!

2004-07-02T18:13:00.000+08:00

Coke or Pepsi?:	coke. pepsi has this odd taste. oo;
Love or Lust?:	lust mostly.
tv or movies?:	movies! ((: so much better and thrilling.
cats or dogs?:	doggies. at least you can tell when your pet dog's happy.
meal or dessert?:	meals. more filling and more variaties.
east coast or west coast?:	ehh.. east coast. i've never been to west coast. sad, ehh?
tall or short?:	short. duh! just ask everyone who knows meeh. :/
football or baseball?:	football! swooons england. i never watch baseball.
soccer or basketball?:	ehh.. basketball! it's involves shooting, at least.
outside or indoors?:	indoors with my computer. outside shopping. who knows?
blonde or brunette?:	brunette. that's what i am, and what i like, right?
apples or oranges?:	oranges. apples get brownish and sandy. oo;
aol or yahoo?:	ehh. i don't use both of them? i prefer msn.
stars or moons?:	stars! wheeeewt. my favourite shape before hearts. ((:

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ripped this off evelyn's bloggeh. ((: fankooo.

2004-07-02T07:29:00.000+08:00

jordan? oo; sounds gayy.

2004-07-02T07:15:00.000+08:00

got this quiz thingy from anthea's blog! ((: fankyew.